I've been traversing the archives.

Something kinda sad hit me. I see posts from people back in like 2003 talking about and hoping things will get better and they just seem to keep getting worse. You know I often tell myself, "Hey you are gonna die without ever being able to sexually pleasure a little girl." I seem fine with that but... it is like... some part of me says "don't worry society will become enlightened and it will happen." No, no it won't I'll be long dead. Ugh just kind of frustrating. Some of those posts... from 2003, I was like 12 around then. In my head if an adult and child did something sexual it didn't bother me. I thought, "if they want to do it who cares?" I feel like a lot of youth think the same way. That is until society drills it into them that we are "monsters". I make jokes with my 14 year old cousins all the time about "getting" with little girls. He doesn't act like adults would, in fact he probably wouldn't care if I did do it. Recently I told him, "yo I am so ripped that any female aged 3-30 wants a piece of this and I'll give it to them" He laughed and said, "in your heart you are a fat fuck who wants to eat donuts." I also remember in high school. Someone said something about getting a blowjob from a little girl. Nearly every guy there said, "if she wants to I am not gonna stop her." I don't even know what I am trying to say with this post. nfjkewnf8943hf43uibgf4938g392ry398fuhew98dfh32098hj